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25 August 2009 @ 06:22 pm
Hello dears,
It has been quite some time since I've had an update. My summer is coming to an end. It has been very wonderful and very busy. I've learned how to peacefully accept isolation; like a vast warm and humming blanket, taking solace in the quiet when I need it. I've been spending my weekends in a small cottage in the forest; where it gets cold at night. Lighting a fire; the smell of wood and smoke collecting on my hair and skin. Living as a hermit with only the bears and deer, my pencils, and books, and night time stew. I'm thankful for all of it.
Will and I will be moving to San Miguel Mexico very soon. I hope the warmth and change welcomes me as graciously as I welcome it.

For my upcoming art galleries, I decided to also update my website.
achromatics.com
Hopefully, you all enjoy the new layout. Each week I will offer new pieces for sale which can now be bought directly on the site.







The Wu Wei - a passage

"What is art?" I asked the hermit. We were sitting upon the mountain-side,
in the shadow of an overhanging rock. Before us stretched the sea - one
endless gleam of light in the sunshine. Golden sails were driving quietly over it,
and white seagulls sweeping in noble curvings lightly hither and thither, while
great snow-pure clouds came up and sailed by in the blue, majestic in progress, steady
and slow.

"It is as natural as the sea - the birds - the clouds," he answered. "I do not think
thou wilt find this so hard to grasp and feel as Tao. Thou hast only to look around
thee - earth, clouds, atmosphere, everything wilt teach it thee. This is the natural
spontaneous voice of heaven and earth; the voice that is caused by movement."


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16 July 2009 @ 01:50 pm






The breath of travel is still lingering close behind me. There is nothing like being in a van with nine other people, driving down unfamiliar roads and learning to love one another as much as you love yourself. It's during these times when it's hard to remember what home really means to me; the people I leave behind and those who are still close to my heart even when they're so very far away. That is one thing my heart is learning to do this summer; it is slowly learning how to better love someone from a distance. And I'm finding that this kind of love is one of the most selfless kinds of love there is.

A letter dearest to my heart:
My Darling,

Less like the way our jaws come together. No, more as our lips are left on our smoke
The clouds that barely move,
slowly wrapping and winding.
Coming together. As if they are from the same sky.
We know they are.

This is the way you move in my heart. At once embracing - and being.

xxx

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05 July 2009 @ 10:19 pm






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04 May 2009 @ 06:20 pm






I have been reading the Wu Wei. It is unspeakably beautiful.

for the ones i miss and have not yet met )
 
 
 
16 February 2009 @ 09:37 pm



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03 February 2009 @ 12:03 am



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29 December 2008 @ 12:17 pm





I had a quiet and beautiful Christmas. I think I'll pretend it's not over just yet. At least for a little while longer.
I hope your holidays were lovely and sweet and full of granted wishes too. xox


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28 November 2008 @ 02:04 am



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18 November 2008 @ 02:10 am





I saw one of the ghosts again tonight. They have been so very quiet. Maybe it is the coming
cold weather that makes them hide and creep around very carefully when we are home.
We have gotten quite used to them, really. We accept their presence the way
we accept change. The way we accept sleep and rainy Saturday evenings.


Tonight, the visit happened right before dinner time. She kept opening our cupboards.
I often wonder why they do these things, and why they sometimes choose not to.
I wonder if they can hear me when I say thank you when they turn on a light right as I am about to
or when I ask them to stop making so much noise
because I'm alone and get afraid. I wonder if they ever feel alone and get afraid too.



We have snow already, it comes in silent waves and then leaves in a hurry.
It seems like that is the way everything works this time of year. Nothing can
quite make up it's mind.


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11 November 2008 @ 12:14 am
 
 
09 November 2008 @ 02:59 am






I've been feeling rather sickly for two weeks, polar bear size chills creeping and tiptoeing inside my bones.
And sometimes, when you feel poorly for a very long time
it is hard to not get sad.
That is why it's important to keep a few of your most favorite things close by; because
an autumn time sickness can be the loneliest kind of sickness there is.
Here are some of the things that make me feel better:
Wearing rose petal perfume even if nobody is there to smell it.
Stories of Lillith and ghost fish and giant conch shells that keep secrets.
Looking at pictures of nighttime seashores and drawing my dreams in pencil; even the scary ones.
Eating one more spoonful of soup, even when all I want is chocolate cake.
someone to play banjo songs for me and make me laugh when I'm feeling grumpy.
someone who doesn't mind when I don't laugh because I am feeling grumpy.
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04 October 2008 @ 12:21 pm



shhh dear )